what on hell.

just because you have a problem and can't deal with, stop blaming your wife for it.

if you have the balls to cheat, the balls to do it repeatedly, then f-ing have the balls to deal with it. stop telling her that she's the reason you left, that she's the reason you had to turn to someone else. it takes two hands to damnably clap, and if you keep pushing the blame to her, transferring the wrong you did, then quite frankly you dont have the equipment to be human, much less a man.

you didnt cheat just once, you did it repeatedly. good that she can deal with it, that she doesnt break down under such maltreatment. but it doesnt f-ing mean you ought to kick someone when they're down, just because they arent showing you that they're in pain.

she watched your kids, left her job, to take care of them and of you. you and your temper, your inconstancy.

COMPLETE AND UTTER NONSENSE that you feel like you have the ability or the right to vent it out on her.

so what if you're frustrated at work. it doesnt mean you sucuumb to distractions or temptations elsewhere and tell her

"but oh, i couldnt tell you"

isnt the point of marriage the fact that you deal with someone, live with someone, and share your problems?

and then because she was so good at home and taking care of your kids, you who did so little and yet complained so much, tell her that she didnt focus on you.

which is why you strayed.

how does that conce



how does it even conceivably make sense to you that you can blame such on her. that because she had other responsibilities, which she took on from you so you could work, that she hence didnt spend enough time, enough effort on you.

what makes you suppose you can keep taking, and whine like a child, act like a bastard just because you didnt receive as much attention as you would have liked. what are you, five years old?

and when she quit her job, you not only not help with her adaptation to her new environment, but imposed further stress on her?

let's not even talk about being a man or a woman. you clearly fall into the area of bastard.

which is less than human, and not even animals would do such nonsense. they're clearly polygamous, or monogamous, and dont pretend to be the other. dont pretend that their stray from monogamy was caused by them having the wrong partner.

regain your f-ing pride. stop trying to swing those balls of yours around when they clearly dont exist.